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Sep. 7th, 2008 | 08:24 pm
If you're wondering where I've moved to.
There you go.
http://rhythmlikeyou.blogspot.com/
BANG, YOU'RE DEAD.
There you go.
http://rhythmlikeyou.blogspot.com/
BANG, YOU'RE DEAD.
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(no subject)
Sep. 3rd, 2008 | 08:42 pm
Alright, I think I'm done here.
Goodbye.
For now.
Goodbye.
For now.
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Chain mails
Sep. 2nd, 2008 | 10:17 pm
I think it's really hilarious when I read the chain mails.
For some, it's content's quite interesting.
But what turns me off is whenever you finish reading the whole mail, it always says 'Send it to blahblahblah amount of your friends and your tur e love will confess to you. But if you don't, then you better watch out.' Then they will name this person and say that the boyfriend broke up with her for no reason. Blahblahblah.
I think it's really dumb. Because if it's true, then I would have been cursed since the day I created my email.
And I would also probably lead a very sad life. I would have seen lots of ghost at 12midnight or something, won't ever fall in love, or I would lose my friends etc.
To think I actually believe it when I was younger.
There was this mail which said if you don't repost it to x no. of people, at x.xx time, you'll see xxxxxxxxxxxxx's face. So do beware and hurry post it within one hour.
x because I can't remember the time, no. and the person's name.
And gosh, that night, I kept thinking bout it. What made it worse was I was sleeping on the upper deck. I didn't dare to open my eyes and I was so petrified till I didn't sleep till quite late.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS SO GULLIBLE THEN.
Seriously, chain mails are rubbish!
P.S. Had the urge to blog about this because I was reading some interesting chain mails while clearing my inbox. And they all say the same thing at the very end of the mail. NOT SURPRISING.
Anyway, here's my blogger url.
http://rhythmlikeyou.blogspot.com/
For some, it's content's quite interesting.
But what turns me off is whenever you finish reading the whole mail, it always says 'Send it to blahblahblah amount of your friends and your tur e love will confess to you. But if you don't, then you better watch out.' Then they will name this person and say that the boyfriend broke up with her for no reason. Blahblahblah.
I think it's really dumb. Because if it's true, then I would have been cursed since the day I created my email.
And I would also probably lead a very sad life. I would have seen lots of ghost at 12midnight or something, won't ever fall in love, or I would lose my friends etc.
To think I actually believe it when I was younger.
There was this mail which said if you don't repost it to x no. of people, at x.xx time, you'll see xxxxxxxxxxxxx's face. So do beware and hurry post it within one hour.
x because I can't remember the time, no. and the person's name.
And gosh, that night, I kept thinking bout it. What made it worse was I was sleeping on the upper deck. I didn't dare to open my eyes and I was so petrified till I didn't sleep till quite late.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS SO GULLIBLE THEN.
Seriously, chain mails are rubbish!
P.S. Had the urge to blog about this because I was reading some interesting chain mails while clearing my inbox. And they all say the same thing at the very end of the mail. NOT SURPRISING.
Anyway, here's my blogger url.
http://rhythmlikeyou.blogspot.com/
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Where the sidewalk cracks
Sep. 2nd, 2008 | 03:50 pm
Hi, I realised it's 3.50pm now and I gotta study. Because I just wasted my 2 hours plus away.
(I woke up at 1pm. Cause I slept at 3am)
Shan't bore you guys with my not very interesting stuff that happened today.
And plus I blogged like a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot (okay, you get what I mean) yesterday.
Farewell, to you and you and YOU!
:D
edit/
I CAN'T FIND MY SS PRELIM PAPER. AHHHH!
edit yet again/
It's raining now and I totally don't feel like studying anymore. HAHAHA. What rubbish. I have this urge to walk under the rain. And get wet. Oh well, on a second thought, better not. If not I'll probably fall sick again. Just recovered not long ago. AND I CAN'T AFFORD TO FALL SICK AT THIS PERIOD OF TIME.
Anyway, I'm very proud of myself. Because for the very very first time, I finished most of my homework. And I'm only left with history and ss. Woots! I completed science on the day before I left for Genting. And I completed my math on my way to Genting :D:D So I'm supposed to do my humanities after my trip to Genting.
Usually, I'll only start to do my work on the last day of holiday. And won't finish most of the work. HAHAHA. Don't you dare to say I'm lazy. Because I can bet with you 10cents, YOU'RE LIKE THAT TOO!!! Hahaha, alright people. TAKE THIS HOLIDAY TO STUDY ALRIGHT! :D
Love!
edit yet yet again/
I CREATED ANOTHER BLOG.
Blogger this time round. HAHAHA. A little sick of livejournal.
I AM SO ANNOYING.
Gosh
(I woke up at 1pm. Cause I slept at 3am)
Shan't bore you guys with my not very interesting stuff that happened today.
And plus I blogged like a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot (okay, you get what I mean) yesterday.
Farewell, to you and you and YOU!
:D
edit/
I CAN'T FIND MY SS PRELIM PAPER. AHHHH!
edit yet again/
It's raining now and I totally don't feel like studying anymore. HAHAHA. What rubbish. I have this urge to walk under the rain. And get wet. Oh well, on a second thought, better not. If not I'll probably fall sick again. Just recovered not long ago. AND I CAN'T AFFORD TO FALL SICK AT THIS PERIOD OF TIME.
Anyway, I'm very proud of myself. Because for the very very first time, I finished most of my homework. And I'm only left with history and ss. Woots! I completed science on the day before I left for Genting. And I completed my math on my way to Genting :D:D So I'm supposed to do my humanities after my trip to Genting.
Usually, I'll only start to do my work on the last day of holiday. And won't finish most of the work. HAHAHA. Don't you dare to say I'm lazy. Because I can bet with you 10cents, YOU'RE LIKE THAT TOO!!! Hahaha, alright people. TAKE THIS HOLIDAY TO STUDY ALRIGHT! :D
Love!
edit yet yet again/
I CREATED ANOTHER BLOG.
Blogger this time round. HAHAHA. A little sick of livejournal.
I AM SO ANNOYING.
Gosh
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Even heroes have the right to dream
Sep. 1st, 2008 | 10:46 pm
HEY YO! I'M BACK!
WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD. READ IT AT YOUR OWN RISK:D
Day 1:
Woke up really early. Was super very tired because I studied till 1 plus the previous night. I think I woke up at 5.30am. Wowzxzxz. 4.5hours of sleep. Definitely not enough! So cabbed down to Lavender Mrt to wait for the coach to come. Man, have gastric early in the morning. How cool's that? I slept on the coach for say 1 to 2 hours only. Wowzxz. And I finished my math homework on the coach! Hahaha!
I miss band!! Was listening to Into the Light and Trailridge Saga when I was on my way up to Genting. Man, got reminded of last year's Genting trip with the band! All the silly stuff we gotta do everyday and getting out of the hotel to wave at the drivers on the last night! Man! And guess what? I saw a band in Genting too! Idk what band though. And the most annoying thing was they were staying opposite me!! AND I FREAKING SAW ALL THE INSTRUMENTS! Had the urge to go up to them and say 'Eh, let me play can!' HAHAHAHA. Like as if I'll do this kinda thing. 'Must have image!' - Rae
On the coach




Was so bored, I drew my name and took pictures of it.



Was so bored again, I took out my planner and start to plan stuff and took picture.
At the hotel

CLOUDS!! AND THE THEME PARK'S JUST DOWN THERE! :D









When you've got a camera, and you've got nothing to do. This is what you do:D




Don't you just love Starbucks? I love Starbucks!

Counting down to their National Day. And it was bloody noisy. AND THEY WERE PLAYING THIS SONG WHICH IS SO IRRITATING!!
'Malaysia is me.
I am Malaysia'
WHOLE DAY. And in the afternoon I got so annoyed, I told Joey, 'OKAY OKAY, I GOT IT. YOU ARE MALAYSIA, SO JUST SHUT UP NOW.'
And the music ceased. :D:D:D
And they 'Merdeka' non stop.



Fireworks!! Super super happy. But their's not very nice compared to ours ;) HAHAHA. I'm so biased. But it's true!
In the afternoon, mom said our hotel room can see the fireworks. And it's gonna be at 12.
So I stayed up the whole night. I studied for 4hours. JUL! I STUDIED!! At 12, I stood by the window with camera in my hands. NO FIREWORKS ONLY GOT MALAYSIA NATIONAL ANTHEM. Waited for another few minutes, still no sound!! (Fireworks very noisy what!!) So I thought maybe they're more high tech than us, their fireworks no sound, so I look up and down. STILL NO FIREWORKS. Super sad.
Smsed mom at 12.29am 'Eh, cheat my feelings. No fireworks lor'. When I pressed the send button, immediately there's fireworks!! :D:D:D
Malaysia very rich lor, they put super a lot of fireworks lor! Then like a lot of clouds like that, but the fact is it's air pollution.
End of Day 1
Day 2:
Woke up rather late. Went to have lunch then shopping!:D Okay, I did some shopping on Day 1 too. But more on the second day. I spent finish all my money. LEFT WITH RM0. Literally zero. Even my sister was richer than me BY RM2!! :D So anyway, I think we had Starbucks also everyday cept for the last day. Went to the Mushroom farm to have our dinner. Like zhi char like that. Yummy food can be found there! :D



Trying to act emo.

CLOUDS AGAIN! :D And theme park again too!


'Eh! You can put this as your msn display picture! Like cool ah! :D:D '

Before we left for lunch. Was super bored in the hotel room once again. HAHAHA!
Went to MacDonalds for lunch. Like a bit crazy ah, go to Malaysia to eat MacDoanlds. HAHAHAHA.

Their nuggets! They put it in paper bag!

'Eh! Take picture leh! Pose with the paper bag!!!'
'Don't want lah!'
-SNAP- Show her.
'EH! SO UGLY!'
'You don't want to take a proper one what! You're gonna see this on my blog. Hahaha. Want to take a nice one?!'
'Okay lah okay lah'
Too bad, this is up on my blog. HAHAHA.

The nicer one.

Nah, show you the lift. HAHAHA

STARBUCKS, MY LOVE.

At another Starbucks. Told you I love Starbucks.

Cream Caramel! :D

I love their wall. HAHAHA

POSE POSE POSE!

The another Starbucks

I like the stuff they put on their wall! :D

CANDID TO THE MAX.
Dinner at the mushroom farm

Emo lah emo lor!



'Eh, we act like Zhou Jie Lun lah!'


Nice right? I ALSO HAVE! Show you all later. MINE NICER!! HAHAHA!












Told you mine's nicer!! HAHAHAAHA

Some stuff I bought.
My room's A BIT messy ah. HAHAHA
End of Day 2. Joey Ng K.O-ed at 9.30 PM!! I tried to sleep at 9.30pm too. But end up stoning till 11.30pm. 2 HOURS. Was tired, but couldn't sleep. Wanted to do some math, but think I should not because I will probably end up sleeping late and wake up late. And then check out late. Then have to pay another RM 75. HAHAHA.
Day 3:

Had lunch at this cafe. This food's quite nice. Do try their food when you go to Genting. It's at First World, level 2A.



Goodbye Genting!
Took this ulu name bus.

But when I board the bus ah. NOT BAD. Very spacious. And the the ticket cost on RM70!
Got entertainment somemore. Not bad not bad.

BYE!

Evidence! People like me have longs legs ah! See, told you it's spacious! :D


Mom took the front seats. And the glass looks like a very big tv! HAHAHA!


Jasmin says : I. AM. VERY. BORED.

Tunnel!!

This is nice! :D


KL Twin towers and Idk what's the other one. I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN I SAW ALL THREE TOWERS. HAHAHA!

I slept like that before we stopped at Yong Peng. Once again, I only slept for an hour or so. And stoned for the previous 3 hours.
Stopped at Yong Peng for dinner. MAN! I MISS THE BAND!! :( We stopped there the other time too!!
I almost wanna kill the bus drivers. Because they ate for an hour!! OH MY GOSH. Eat in restuarant somemore.
So anyways, boarded the coach and watched 200 pounds of beauty. I think this is like the fifth time I'm watching that movie!
So finally, home sweet home!


Xin Jia Po flyer
Review of the trip.
I think I said irritating for so many times that my sister asked me to stop saying irritating. HAHAHA.
I stayed on the 19 storey. Room no. 19777. First time I can remember my hotel room no. on the first day.
I didn't use my jacket at all except for half of first day and the last day on the coach.
I spent my last RM 14 on Starbucks.
Tried calling Dad but to no avail because I don't understand Malay.
I hear people scream everyday. Because the theme park is just downstairs.
Cabbed home when we reach Golden miles. It's 12.15 am now. I took around 2 hours to blog!!
Congrats to you! Because you've graduated from reading this very long post of mine. HAHAHA.
MAN! I need to sleep. OH AND TODAY'S THE FIRST DAY OF HOLIDAY. HAHAHAHA!
Study hard people! :D
Goodnight!
With love,
Jasmin
WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD. READ IT AT YOUR OWN RISK:D
Day 1:
Woke up really early. Was super very tired because I studied till 1 plus the previous night. I think I woke up at 5.30am. Wowzxzxz. 4.5hours of sleep. Definitely not enough! So cabbed down to Lavender Mrt to wait for the coach to come. Man, have gastric early in the morning. How cool's that? I slept on the coach for say 1 to 2 hours only. Wowzxz. And I finished my math homework on the coach! Hahaha!
I miss band!! Was listening to Into the Light and Trailridge Saga when I was on my way up to Genting. Man, got reminded of last year's Genting trip with the band! All the silly stuff we gotta do everyday and getting out of the hotel to wave at the drivers on the last night! Man! And guess what? I saw a band in Genting too! Idk what band though. And the most annoying thing was they were staying opposite me!! AND I FREAKING SAW ALL THE INSTRUMENTS! Had the urge to go up to them and say 'Eh, let me play can!' HAHAHAHA. Like as if I'll do this kinda thing. 'Must have image!' - Rae
On the coach
Was so bored, I drew my name and took pictures of it.
Was so bored again, I took out my planner and start to plan stuff and took picture.
At the hotel
CLOUDS!! AND THE THEME PARK'S JUST DOWN THERE! :D
When you've got a camera, and you've got nothing to do. This is what you do:D
Don't you just love Starbucks? I love Starbucks!
Counting down to their National Day. And it was bloody noisy. AND THEY WERE PLAYING THIS SONG WHICH IS SO IRRITATING!!
'Malaysia is me.
I am Malaysia'
WHOLE DAY. And in the afternoon I got so annoyed, I told Joey, 'OKAY OKAY, I GOT IT. YOU ARE MALAYSIA, SO JUST SHUT UP NOW.'
And the music ceased. :D:D:D
And they 'Merdeka' non stop.
Fireworks!! Super super happy. But their's not very nice compared to ours ;) HAHAHA. I'm so biased. But it's true!
In the afternoon, mom said our hotel room can see the fireworks. And it's gonna be at 12.
So I stayed up the whole night. I studied for 4hours. JUL! I STUDIED!! At 12, I stood by the window with camera in my hands. NO FIREWORKS ONLY GOT MALAYSIA NATIONAL ANTHEM. Waited for another few minutes, still no sound!! (Fireworks very noisy what!!) So I thought maybe they're more high tech than us, their fireworks no sound, so I look up and down. STILL NO FIREWORKS. Super sad.
Smsed mom at 12.29am 'Eh, cheat my feelings. No fireworks lor'. When I pressed the send button, immediately there's fireworks!! :D:D:D
Malaysia very rich lor, they put super a lot of fireworks lor! Then like a lot of clouds like that, but the fact is it's air pollution.
End of Day 1
Day 2:
Woke up rather late. Went to have lunch then shopping!:D Okay, I did some shopping on Day 1 too. But more on the second day. I spent finish all my money. LEFT WITH RM0. Literally zero. Even my sister was richer than me BY RM2!! :D So anyway, I think we had Starbucks also everyday cept for the last day. Went to the Mushroom farm to have our dinner. Like zhi char like that. Yummy food can be found there! :D
Trying to act emo.
CLOUDS AGAIN! :D And theme park again too!
'Eh! You can put this as your msn display picture! Like cool ah! :D:D '
Before we left for lunch. Was super bored in the hotel room once again. HAHAHA!
Went to MacDonalds for lunch. Like a bit crazy ah, go to Malaysia to eat MacDoanlds. HAHAHAHA.

Their nuggets! They put it in paper bag!

'Eh! Take picture leh! Pose with the paper bag!!!'
'Don't want lah!'
-SNAP- Show her.
'EH! SO UGLY!'
'You don't want to take a proper one what! You're gonna see this on my blog. Hahaha. Want to take a nice one?!'
'Okay lah okay lah'
Too bad, this is up on my blog. HAHAHA.

The nicer one.

Nah, show you the lift. HAHAHA

STARBUCKS, MY LOVE.

At another Starbucks. Told you I love Starbucks.

Cream Caramel! :D

I love their wall. HAHAHA

POSE POSE POSE!

The another Starbucks

I like the stuff they put on their wall! :D
CANDID TO THE MAX.
Dinner at the mushroom farm
Emo lah emo lor!
'Eh, we act like Zhou Jie Lun lah!'
Nice right? I ALSO HAVE! Show you all later. MINE NICER!! HAHAHA!

Told you mine's nicer!! HAHAHAAHA
Some stuff I bought.
My room's A BIT messy ah. HAHAHA
End of Day 2. Joey Ng K.O-ed at 9.30 PM!! I tried to sleep at 9.30pm too. But end up stoning till 11.30pm. 2 HOURS. Was tired, but couldn't sleep. Wanted to do some math, but think I should not because I will probably end up sleeping late and wake up late. And then check out late. Then have to pay another RM 75. HAHAHA.
Day 3:
Had lunch at this cafe. This food's quite nice. Do try their food when you go to Genting. It's at First World, level 2A.
Goodbye Genting!
Took this ulu name bus.
But when I board the bus ah. NOT BAD. Very spacious. And the the ticket cost on RM70!
Got entertainment somemore. Not bad not bad.
BYE!
Evidence! People like me have longs legs ah! See, told you it's spacious! :D
Mom took the front seats. And the glass looks like a very big tv! HAHAHA!
Jasmin says : I. AM. VERY. BORED.
Tunnel!!
This is nice! :D
KL Twin towers and Idk what's the other one. I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN I SAW ALL THREE TOWERS. HAHAHA!
I slept like that before we stopped at Yong Peng. Once again, I only slept for an hour or so. And stoned for the previous 3 hours.
Stopped at Yong Peng for dinner. MAN! I MISS THE BAND!! :( We stopped there the other time too!!
I almost wanna kill the bus drivers. Because they ate for an hour!! OH MY GOSH. Eat in restuarant somemore.
So anyways, boarded the coach and watched 200 pounds of beauty. I think this is like the fifth time I'm watching that movie!
So finally, home sweet home!
Xin Jia Po flyer
Review of the trip.
I think I said irritating for so many times that my sister asked me to stop saying irritating. HAHAHA.
I stayed on the 19 storey. Room no. 19777. First time I can remember my hotel room no. on the first day.
I didn't use my jacket at all except for half of first day and the last day on the coach.
I spent my last RM 14 on Starbucks.
Tried calling Dad but to no avail because I don't understand Malay.
I hear people scream everyday. Because the theme park is just downstairs.
Cabbed home when we reach Golden miles. It's 12.15 am now. I took around 2 hours to blog!!
Congrats to you! Because you've graduated from reading this very long post of mine. HAHAHA.
MAN! I need to sleep. OH AND TODAY'S THE FIRST DAY OF HOLIDAY. HAHAHAHA!
Study hard people! :D
Goodnight!
With love,
Jasmin
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No gift is too small
Aug. 29th, 2008 | 06:03 pm
I think people only know the crazy side of me. But not the thinking side of me.
Hmmm..
Please comment if you're encouraged!
So that I can feel encouraged too!(:
Love you people!
(Copied and paste this post from my xanga)
Hi, decided to post here after hmmm, say 8 months(That's really long)?
Alright, this Jasmin Ng posting here is no more and will never ever be an emo kid
Life's great with God every single day. 8 months have passed(For year 2008). These 8 months, there've been many ups and downs. But thank God, I managed to get through it alive! And of course, I've really learnt a lot from everything.
Everyday I wake up, I feel so blessed. Because I know that God will always be there for me. Sometimes, it's really depressing that I don't get what I want. But God's ways are always higher than mine.
Each week as I embark my journey to the West for service and cell, I am excited. Excited to meet up with God. Excited to received new revelations. Excited to be filled once again. Excited to learn new things about Him.
Indeed I am like a flower quickly fading. He put the stars in place, to light the way for me. For my ever wondering heart. I have a purpose and destiny because of Him. He have comforted me when I'm down. Give me rest when I'm weary. Assured me when I'm discouraged.
How can I not be blessed?
Top it off, He gave me wonderful friends. Friends who love me, friends who care, friends who write me encouragement notes/cards. Because of friends who didn't give up on me, I am able to write this post.
Because of Him, I can live each day victoriously.
'Have I not provided you when in times of need?
Look at the flowers, the birds in the air.
They have no one to take care of them.
It's because I am here.
I am your provider.'
Many a times, I may not understand why did He plan things to be that way. But I will continue to put all my trust in Him. There are times whereby I falter, but He is there. He send lovely people to my life to teach and guide me to make me stronger.
I feel that it's time that I must stop being so selfish and really go out with Jesus' love.
God has healed me completely from all the hurt for the past 8 months. It has been great! Other than focusing on my studies, I will go forth and bring those who are hurt or has slided away from Him back. I have received enough and it's time that I go out and give. For in the bible it says freely you give, freely you shall receive. My purpose here on this Earth is to really live up to the motto of Sun's. Find a need and meet it, find a hurt and heal it. Human beings are God's creation. They are my brothers and sisters in Christ. Therefore, I will do my utmost. If He can send His son to die for me(John 3:16), I will love everyone, no matter how tough it will be. Because as the going gets tough, the tough gets going. I know my God will never shortchange me. I want Him to be proud of me and one day as I ascend to heaven, He will say to me 'Well done, good and faithful servant'
(I'm dying to hear Him say that to me
)
God will see my sacrifice. He has seen it and He will see it again.
No matter big or small. It's precious in His eyes.
----
And I feel really encouraged by reading lots of leaders. And of course their members. I shall not specify who, but really, the members really takes after their leaders. Read this particular cell leader's blog and then moved on to her member's blogs. (Yeah! It's a female cell group leader. Alright, give another hint, FROM WYZ ZONE. HAHAHAHA. LIKE THAT HELPED.) I've really learned a lot these two days while blog hopping. They have the child like faith just like her. They are very thankful just like her. And they really love God just like her!
W459, how about us? Do other people from other cell think so too?
Hmmm..
Please comment if you're encouraged!
So that I can feel encouraged too!(:
Love you people!
(Copied and paste this post from my xanga)
Hi, decided to post here after hmmm, say 8 months(That's really long)?

Alright, this Jasmin Ng posting here is no more and will never ever be an emo kid

Life's great with God every single day. 8 months have passed(For year 2008). These 8 months, there've been many ups and downs. But thank God, I managed to get through it alive! And of course, I've really learnt a lot from everything.
Everyday I wake up, I feel so blessed. Because I know that God will always be there for me. Sometimes, it's really depressing that I don't get what I want. But God's ways are always higher than mine.
Each week as I embark my journey to the West for service and cell, I am excited. Excited to meet up with God. Excited to received new revelations. Excited to be filled once again. Excited to learn new things about Him.
Indeed I am like a flower quickly fading. He put the stars in place, to light the way for me. For my ever wondering heart. I have a purpose and destiny because of Him. He have comforted me when I'm down. Give me rest when I'm weary. Assured me when I'm discouraged.
How can I not be blessed?
Top it off, He gave me wonderful friends. Friends who love me, friends who care, friends who write me encouragement notes/cards. Because of friends who didn't give up on me, I am able to write this post.
Because of Him, I can live each day victoriously.
'Have I not provided you when in times of need?
Look at the flowers, the birds in the air.
They have no one to take care of them.
It's because I am here.
I am your provider.'
Many a times, I may not understand why did He plan things to be that way. But I will continue to put all my trust in Him. There are times whereby I falter, but He is there. He send lovely people to my life to teach and guide me to make me stronger.
I feel that it's time that I must stop being so selfish and really go out with Jesus' love.
God has healed me completely from all the hurt for the past 8 months. It has been great! Other than focusing on my studies, I will go forth and bring those who are hurt or has slided away from Him back. I have received enough and it's time that I go out and give. For in the bible it says freely you give, freely you shall receive. My purpose here on this Earth is to really live up to the motto of Sun's. Find a need and meet it, find a hurt and heal it. Human beings are God's creation. They are my brothers and sisters in Christ. Therefore, I will do my utmost. If He can send His son to die for me(John 3:16), I will love everyone, no matter how tough it will be. Because as the going gets tough, the tough gets going. I know my God will never shortchange me. I want Him to be proud of me and one day as I ascend to heaven, He will say to me 'Well done, good and faithful servant'
(I'm dying to hear Him say that to me
)God will see my sacrifice. He has seen it and He will see it again.
No matter big or small. It's precious in His eyes.
----
And I feel really encouraged by reading lots of leaders. And of course their members. I shall not specify who, but really, the members really takes after their leaders. Read this particular cell leader's blog and then moved on to her member's blogs. (Yeah! It's a female cell group leader. Alright, give another hint, FROM WYZ ZONE. HAHAHAHA. LIKE THAT HELPED.) I've really learned a lot these two days while blog hopping. They have the child like faith just like her. They are very thankful just like her. And they really love God just like her!
W459, how about us? Do other people from other cell think so too?
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Seems like that wasn't the last
Aug. 29th, 2008 | 04:50 pm
So much for 'probably won't be blogging after this.'
So anyway, I squandered my time away snapping random pictures of random stuff.


Including myself. HAHAHAHA. It has been a long time since I took a self potrait!


My bs 'kaki' is none other than OUR PRETTY SHIRLEY MICHELLE KOH! :D:D:D

My really very messy table. But I like it messy. I don't like neat tables. Or rather, I don't like my table to be neat. If I need to use it, I will just stack all the books up and tadah! SPACE for me. :D I can only find my stuff like that!
Alright, enough of black and white pictures. I love black and white pictures:D As evident in this post's first five pictures.
Something colourful!

Post-its on my window:D Our old band motto. Old because apparently no one in band uses it already:(
IF I CAN, THEN I MUST. IF I MUST, THEN I WILL!

So anyway, I squandered my time away snapping random pictures of random stuff.
Including myself. HAHAHAHA. It has been a long time since I took a self potrait!
My bs 'kaki' is none other than OUR PRETTY SHIRLEY MICHELLE KOH! :D:D:D
My really very messy table. But I like it messy. I don't like neat tables. Or rather, I don't like my table to be neat. If I need to use it, I will just stack all the books up and tadah! SPACE for me. :D I can only find my stuff like that!
Alright, enough of black and white pictures. I love black and white pictures:D As evident in this post's first five pictures.
Something colourful!
Post-its on my window:D Our old band motto. Old because apparently no one in band uses it already:(
IF I CAN, THEN I MUST. IF I MUST, THEN I WILL!
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You raise me up to more than I can be
Aug. 29th, 2008 | 09:04 am
Location: Home
Time: 9.07am
Hahaha. Okay, no, I'm not studying at home. (Cause some people can work at home)
It's because my phone dropped to idk where and i couldn't hear my alarm. So I woke up late.
Anyways, it's teacher's day celebration! And here I am blogging. Think they're in the hall, but aparently Jul said they're waiting for the parade square thingy to end. So they must be in the parade square.
Suppose to meet Darren, Jackie and Jolene for breakfast and be really late for school. But ... yeah. HAHAHA! End up I'm blogging here!
So anyway, I gotta pack my stuff tonight. The thought of packing makes me feel so .. I always do last minute packing. I can still pack on Saturday morning when I'm leaving on Saturday morning. HAHAHAHA!
Gotta do lots of stuff since I'm not going to school. And school's ending in an hour's time.
To do list of the day:
- Change money
- Eat breakfast
- Study
- PACK. Bleah.
Probably won't be blogging after this.
So I just wanna say, have fun during the weekends people! And do miss me. I know I've said this a lot of times. HAHAHA.
And I will miss you guys too! :D I will have fun and study there. Btw, this Sunday is Malaysia's National Day. Which means there's gonna be FIREWORKS! So happy so happy!
I must and I will take this opportunity to buy a lot of things because I haven't been shopping for say a few months.
And I'm gonna miss out on the W194 gathering:(
Have fun guys! Will join you guys next time!!
Alright, goodbye people!
Enjoy your holidays and study hard!!
&/ Edit
我怕 我失去我自己 像摔坏的玩具
该怎么缝补 空洞的眼睛
想哭 找不到理由哭 呼吸已经麻痺
一百个谎言 是我的面具
到底 谁來救赎这封闭的世界 我不想孤独面对我自己
救我 脱离一切
终于我 找到了你 就像一朵不凋零的花
我的心 像被你紧紧拥抱的小孩
你就是爱 永远不会更改
(完全明白 你的真愛)
终于我 找到了你 就像一朵不凋零的花
让过去 从悲伤变成美丽的云彩
你就是愛 永远不会更改
我终于找到你
Oh yay! Finally found this song. Do listen to it! Watched the Si Chuan video and this was the song. Very saddening for the victims:(
终于我找到了你就像一朵不凋零的花
我的心像被你紧紧拥抱的小孩
你就爱永远不会更改
终于我找到了你就像一多部凋零的花
让过去从悲伤变成美丽的云彩
你就是爱永远不会更改
I found my hero.
He is love.
He is the same yesterday, today and forever.
He took away my guilt and shame,
Made me brand new again.
Holding me tightly in His arms,
Never letting me go.
Forgive and forget.
That's His motto.
The past is the past.
Now, I'm bold enough to embrace the future.
Thanks to my Hero.
Jesus, I love You.
Time: 9.07am
Hahaha. Okay, no, I'm not studying at home. (Cause some people can work at home)
It's because my phone dropped to idk where and i couldn't hear my alarm. So I woke up late.
Anyways, it's teacher's day celebration! And here I am blogging. Think they're in the hall, but aparently Jul said they're waiting for the parade square thingy to end. So they must be in the parade square.
Suppose to meet Darren, Jackie and Jolene for breakfast and be really late for school. But ... yeah. HAHAHA! End up I'm blogging here!
So anyway, I gotta pack my stuff tonight. The thought of packing makes me feel so .. I always do last minute packing. I can still pack on Saturday morning when I'm leaving on Saturday morning. HAHAHAHA!
Gotta do lots of stuff since I'm not going to school. And school's ending in an hour's time.
To do list of the day:
- Eat breakfast
- Study
- PACK. Bleah.
Probably won't be blogging after this.
So I just wanna say, have fun during the weekends people! And do miss me. I know I've said this a lot of times. HAHAHA.
And I will miss you guys too! :D I will have fun and study there. Btw, this Sunday is Malaysia's National Day. Which means there's gonna be FIREWORKS! So happy so happy!
I must and I will take this opportunity to buy a lot of things because I haven't been shopping for say a few months.
And I'm gonna miss out on the W194 gathering:(
Have fun guys! Will join you guys next time!!
Alright, goodbye people!
Enjoy your holidays and study hard!!
&/ Edit
我怕 我失去我自己 像摔坏的玩具
该怎么缝补 空洞的眼睛
想哭 找不到理由哭 呼吸已经麻痺
一百个谎言 是我的面具
到底 谁來救赎这封闭的世界 我不想孤独面对我自己
救我 脱离一切
终于我 找到了你 就像一朵不凋零的花
我的心 像被你紧紧拥抱的小孩
你就是爱 永远不会更改
(完全明白 你的真愛)
终于我 找到了你 就像一朵不凋零的花
让过去 从悲伤变成美丽的云彩
你就是愛 永远不会更改
我终于找到你
Oh yay! Finally found this song. Do listen to it! Watched the Si Chuan video and this was the song. Very saddening for the victims:(
终于我找到了你就像一朵不凋零的花
我的心像被你紧紧拥抱的小孩
你就爱永远不会更改
终于我找到了你就像一多部凋零的花
让过去从悲伤变成美丽的云彩
你就是爱永远不会更改
I found my hero.
He is love.
He is the same yesterday, today and forever.
He took away my guilt and shame,
Made me brand new again.
Holding me tightly in His arms,
Never letting me go.
Forgive and forget.
That's His motto.
The past is the past.
Now, I'm bold enough to embrace the future.
Thanks to my Hero.
Jesus, I love You.
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The love story
Aug. 28th, 2008 | 09:03 pm
"On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws a girl's eyes." Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hand aside and said, "You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly,she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’s body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said.She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want to divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "why? ." "I'm serious." I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!"
At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, "I remember ." " You carried me in your arms ," she continued, "so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew(BITCH) about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there." On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.
I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually, I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old." I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy." I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious." She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. "You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said, "I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws a girl's eyes." Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hand aside and said, "You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly,she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’s body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said.She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want to divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "why? ." "I'm serious." I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!"
At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, "I remember ." " You carried me in your arms ," she continued, "so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew(BITCH) about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there." On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.
I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually, I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old." I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy." I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious." She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. "You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said, "I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."
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Love silently endures
Aug. 28th, 2008 | 04:10 pm
His blood poured out an offering at the foot of the cross
God,
Even though this time round my L1R5 is not 34 anymore. But 27 can't take me anywhere. Probably nursing course. But that's not where I wanna go. So God, I promise to work hard and put You first. Help me to be more disciplined each day. Help me to maximize my study hours and so that I have time for You and Your people. God, I thank You that I've improved so much from mid-years, and I promise I will do better for my Olympics. Thank You for seeing me through the Prelims period. Thank You so much for calming me down when I don't know what to do and my mind was blank. Thank You so much even though I only improved by 1 mark.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen.
So got back all the results.
Compared to mid years,
English, improved by a grade. Praise the Lord. But gotta work harder:D
Chinese drop by a grade. But nevertheless, Praise the Lord because I improved by ONE mark. 67 for O levels, 68 for Prelims. Another 2 more marks and I can get my A. Praise the Lord!
E math, stagnant. But I failed my math at first, thank God Miss Chua sort of moderate it. Praise the Lord, thus leaving me with my ONE AND ONLY F9, A math.
During Physics, Miss Chua came in.
'Class, I'm reading the overall marks again. There're some changes'
Me to Jovy: Aiya, she come in and read 10 times, I still won't pass one lah! Eeeeeeritating :(
Miss Chua: Index no. 9, 50.3
Me to Jovy: OH MY GOSH! SHE READ ONE TIME I PASS ALREADY LEH!! :D Don't even need 10 times! HAHAHAHAHA!
Praise the Lord once again!
Combined humans, improved by 2 grades:D
Yay! That's because I didn't go for my lit paper. HAHAHAHAHA!
Gonna study like soon.
My sister's not gonna go to Genting with me. How annoying. But it's okay. I'll still have fun without her! And I'm gonna bring my books along. HAHAHA. It's a holiday cum studying trip. A little dangerous not to study during the 3 days. Because I'm afraid I'll lose the momentum to study. And that'll be really bad because it's quite tough to get it back I suppose. Better not lose it:D
Okay anyways, I wanna like go on a holiday with my friends too! Maybe next time. Anyone interested? We can go together!! :D
Alright alright, gotta study hard before all these can happen!
OH AND WHY CAN'T SOME PEOPLE SMILE PROPERLY FOR PICTURES?
Not really pinpointing anyone.
Oh whatever,
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee!
(:
LET'S SHINE FOR JESUS!
God,
Even though this time round my L1R5 is not 34 anymore. But 27 can't take me anywhere. Probably nursing course. But that's not where I wanna go. So God, I promise to work hard and put You first. Help me to be more disciplined each day. Help me to maximize my study hours and so that I have time for You and Your people. God, I thank You that I've improved so much from mid-years, and I promise I will do better for my Olympics. Thank You for seeing me through the Prelims period. Thank You so much for calming me down when I don't know what to do and my mind was blank. Thank You so much even though I only improved by 1 mark.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen.
So got back all the results.
Compared to mid years,
English, improved by a grade. Praise the Lord. But gotta work harder:D
Chinese drop by a grade. But nevertheless, Praise the Lord because I improved by ONE mark. 67 for O levels, 68 for Prelims. Another 2 more marks and I can get my A. Praise the Lord!
E math, stagnant. But I failed my math at first, thank God Miss Chua sort of moderate it. Praise the Lord, thus leaving me with my ONE AND ONLY F9, A math.
During Physics, Miss Chua came in.
'Class, I'm reading the overall marks again. There're some changes'
Me to Jovy: Aiya, she come in and read 10 times, I still won't pass one lah! Eeeeeeritating :(
Miss Chua: Index no. 9, 50.3
Me to Jovy: OH MY GOSH! SHE READ ONE TIME I PASS ALREADY LEH!! :D Don't even need 10 times! HAHAHAHAHA!
Praise the Lord once again!
Combined humans, improved by 2 grades:D
Yay! That's because I didn't go for my lit paper. HAHAHAHAHA!
Gonna study like soon.
My sister's not gonna go to Genting with me. How annoying. But it's okay. I'll still have fun without her! And I'm gonna bring my books along. HAHAHA. It's a holiday cum studying trip. A little dangerous not to study during the 3 days. Because I'm afraid I'll lose the momentum to study. And that'll be really bad because it's quite tough to get it back I suppose. Better not lose it:D
Okay anyways, I wanna like go on a holiday with my friends too! Maybe next time. Anyone interested? We can go together!! :D
Alright alright, gotta study hard before all these can happen!
OH AND WHY CAN'T SOME PEOPLE SMILE PROPERLY FOR PICTURES?
Not really pinpointing anyone.
Oh whatever,
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee!
(:
LET'S SHINE FOR JESUS!